Something that i can't have

Do you sometimes wish that you could have something that you know that you can never ever have? Even if you do everything you can to get it, it will never happen. The worst thing is that when someone else has it, you wonder what could or would have been and you never really forget or move on after that. It’s a terrible feeling, especially when it dangles right in front of your face and you want to reach out as far as you can to get it, but your hands are tied behind your back. You try not to be selfish, and you try to show that you’re fine without it, but inside, you’re suffering and slowly dying. It’s like being held back by a leash that’s slowly chocking you. Sacrifice is sometimes not worth it, you make that ‘someone’ happy but it’s ripping ‘you’ apart inside. I hate regrets but recently I think I committed the biggest mistake of my life by letting someone just fly away from my grasp and I can only sit here and wait for its doubtful return…

What i think about regrets....

Life is full of regrets and shame. I wish I could turn back time, to do something differently, to correct past mistakes. The reality is that we have to live with our mistakes. There’s no turning back. As much as we try to not repeat our past mistakes, it keeps haunting us and we keep doing it over and over again. Small mistakes often lead to bigger ones, which in turn, leads to regrets. I’ve tasted regret so many times that it now taste very bitter to me. Sometimes, it’s really hard to swallow. Most people say that we shouldn’t live on regrets. I say that they’re wrong. Regrets help us remember that we’re only human. Regrets force us to strive to be a better person. Regrets help us remember our roots and our humble beginnings. Regrets help us decide our future…