being without a hand is quite complicated at first. like losing a friend or breaking up with a lover...it takes some getting used to. but, with all loss--smallorlarge, you do something--it hurts or doesn't feel right, so you try a different approach. trialanderrordarling...now i've learned to rip, tear, hold and carry things with my teeth. i also can text and drive with one hand, which is very illegal and totally dangerous. i am, however, tired of telling 'the story.' you know, 'omg, how'd it happen?!?! lolz rofl :/ ...'
i fell.
i'm going to see another doctor on wednesday, maybe a cast instead of a splint.
the other night i had a nightmare about doctors and men trying to grab my wrist. i woke up yelling and crying and realized it was because i had been lying on my own wrist and it was searing in pain.
idiot.
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