Never Seemed So Strange

the rain is not bluish here; but is it anywhere? my rain is a nappy bluish-grey. i am fond of it because it compliments my ultra-sulky mood.

even though it doesn't snow in santa barbara, i do feel the iciness of the wintry air more so than in orange county. don't scoff. i am from california and rain=winter.

my life has been reduced to the following formula:
pack//unpack//minor_suitcase_explosions//pack//repack//shift//unpack//settle//unsettle//repack//unpack_only to_pack_again_then_unpack//

i am in a season of high priced mistakes. it's irritating.